今天的感觉很奇怪。很奇妙。

有两个朋友分别称赞我和sweet,关心朋友，是一个好女孩，能够交心的朋友。

这是我以前没有听过的。
而且这些都是我认识了大概2个月的朋友..

是他们不了解我，
还是我改变了呢？

记得他们不喜欢我的时候，说的都是我很小孩子，很幼稚之类的..
曾经我也怀疑自己好像和他们虽然同年，但却走在不一样的道路上 ..

那么多年了，这班新朋友仍然把我当小孩子的看待..

还说我对人真诚。

我很开心。很开心。
能让他们觉得我对人真诚是我最开心的事情。
但我不会掉以轻心，我会做到最好。
让身边的人开心 
:)

我不是小孩子，
只是这个方式，
好像能够让他们看到我的时候都开心的笑  ..

好久没有那么多的满足感了

上个星期五，我约了kaze在学校见面，

晚上约了shuwei和jo.

平时害怕和人独处的我始终和kaze到pyramid找了个地方喝茶聊天

感觉很不错，这样能够让我更加了解一个人。

聊了他跳舞中心的东西，

看了他认真和搞笑的一面

就突然觉得我们的认识真的很奇妙

明明是一个普通的拍摄，而且根本和我没关联。

但到最后，我们还是认识了。

甚至可以坐在一起聊天，喝茶。

这个的确是人与人之间的一种缘分。

再加上他告诉我，他其中一件事情只有我一个人知道，

我更加觉得这种友谊是一种很炫的缘分。

回家的时候，他成为了我第一个乘客。

可是却让他看到了我最笨，最弱的一面

有点白痴。

哈哈！ 

晚上，我约了我一直以来都很想念的一个好朋友。

可能我以前处理事情的确很不成熟，

现在能够和你同台喝茶，聊天是我觉得最珍惜，

开心的事情了。

我们聊起过去，聊起中学，聊起他的情史，也聊起我的情史。

一个很了解，很贴近你生活的朋友，

失联了一段日子，

现在又重新让你踏了半只脚进她的圈子，

感觉也是两个字

“缘分”

我觉得很奇妙。也十分庆幸。

和她认真，详细聊起了我痛苦的经历，才发觉到

有些事情不到你去面对，

你也不会知道你真正的感受。

原来，我还会为这件事情掉泪。

分开后了那么久，我不曾掉泪，无法掉泪。

但原来我还会。

感觉又再一次的奇妙了。

原来我还需要一些空间来发泄，来说出我的故事。  

:)

哪里呢？

I always wanted to try on photo shooting since I have my DS ...

but because of some issues, such as timing,

models and transport problem. 

I failed to have one.

Anyway, I've got my first experiment on 2003 october :)

my third year of design life.

Decided to try on wedding and colorful outfit type of photography..

doesn't really interested in romactic and classy..

but I wanna have some funny, cute feeling. 

So we had 2 sessions.

session 1 : colourful outfit with fancy spec

session 2 : wedding type 

They looks cute 

I love this kind of cute and funny faces =) 

It's a different side of them ~

I just wish to make the girl looks more princess ..

Jo said, this is the most favourite among all the photos :) 

I'm so glad that she love it!

I really thanks both of my model, jozai and baoyen for their coorperation :)

Baoyen is very afraid of hot weather and outdoor shooting.. 

but still she try to continue this shooting and show me her best smile when I press on the shutter 

Besides, she purposely bought this white dress just because I wanna have a wedding theme for this shooting.

It's my first shooting, and I've got lots of likes for all my pics..

I'm glad that they support me a lot and like my pic..

although I knew they're still not good enough.

But it's a good starting,

and I'll keep it up!

Gayao!

Found out that just-broke-up couple would always ask,

"why would you became so selfish?"

The answer is..

when they doesn't love you anymore..

your problems is no longer related to them..

why should they take care of your feeling?

Cases like just broke up then doesn't care bout your feeling, 

straight post their pictures with new boyfriend on facebook,

keep texting with boyfriend while you're just right beside of them..

Are they actually consider as selfish? I don't know..

If it is in the perspective of ethics, this seems so wrong.

But all this happened because you're not their love one anymore..

just, 

human nature.

what can we say?

(photo grabbed from CK workshop)

the truth is

 I've more outings after knowing this bunch of new friends.

Getting more friends is really a happy ..

and the greatest thing that happened during my last semestar break. 

:)

We went for sushi today ..

It's my first BONANZA at sushi king.

I always wanted to have more outings with FRIENDS rather than couple.

but usually when couple is gona, 

I'll stay at home more.

Now, I got to experience more SINGLE LIFE ...

and guess this is really what I want for so long. 

Trying out new things in LAST THREE MONTHS of my 23 YEARS OLD 

is really great :)

SINGLE LIFE...

still unbelievable

其实这套戏，总觉得无论过了多久仍然是那么的经典。

不明白到底是因为这套戏的故事情节，

还是因为男女主角的演技。

每当我看回的时候都可以感受到女主角的心痛，

男女主角之间的甜蜜。

结果有一天，我就开始在想如果我可以拍一个mv的话,

那该多好..

就从这里，我开始有了画面，演员，故事..

副导演和我的花絮 :)

男女主角都是非常配合我们的演员。

就算热晒雨淋，饿着肚子都不会闹着不演。

非常专业 :)

现在花絮都已经出到最后了..

mv也在制作当中。

其实我一直都不敢面对我的mv..因为觉得看回所有影片，

其实有很多问题..

一直都对我的作品要求完美的我，真的不敢去做，也不会做。

可是，我还是得面对 ..

要对得起演员和我的伙伴..

毕竟学习当中，不好是一定了的。

因为要经历过不好，

才会有好的一天。