人长大了，也变得很容易感慨！哈哈！

上面的照片全都是我2012,3月多去滨城拍的照片。

也因为这次的滨城之旅，我开开心心的生活就有一点的改变了。

这个改变竟然断断续续的持续到现在。

大概也算是四分之三的2012年吧。

以下的照片就是我不开心的时候拍的。

虽然我拍照一向都不自然，

可是自己看回总觉得照片中的自己，

非常的不开心。

原来过了那么久，

自己不开心的事情还是因为同一件事。

就这样，

我花了四分之三的2012不开心在同一件事。

我一厢情愿的不开心了四分之三的2012。

总觉得有点而荒唐。

是时候，该醒了。

从一厢情愿的池塘里，爬起来了。

=)

2012年，不开心的事情，拜拜～

有时候，觉得朋友真的很多很多。

我一向对朋友都不随便。
只要是我认识的，我能够帮忙，就会帮。
能够做的，我一定会做。
所以每一个朋友，我都希望能够维持友情。

就像我亲爱的哥哥。
虽然他和姐姐没有联络之后，我们也因此而没有见面。
的确，我们只是名义上的哥哥妹妹。
事实上，我的确很想去珍惜这段友情。
这段兄妹情。
最糟糕的是我和男生相处上真的有问题。
都不太敢单独和他们相处。
最近我和哥哥都有少少的联络。我还满开心。
=)

还有一些朋友，我的确很想联络回。
问题还是回到原点，我不懂得和男生单独相处。
结果就搞到我没有机会和他们见面好好搞好我们的友情。

真糟糕啊。。。

前天是我人生第一次当主持人。

虽然只是一个小型的音乐concert的主持人，可是说实在的，还真有满足感。

刚开始，我几乎都紧张得说不出话了。

尤其是我必须要和一位经验丰富棒的不得了的sam搭档。

他真的很棒，也不需要练习或者计划就可以说出一连串很好听的台词。

一开始他并没有让我说很多，

也许怕我出错和怕我冷场。

可是久了，他也比较信任我了。

他会随时就叫我立刻说话。

有时候还满吓人的。⋯⋯(^.^)

可是到了下半场，我就开始习惯了。

也不需要想太多就能说出话了。

只是英文不太好，所以也没有说太多的话。

最开心的是，爸爸妈妈也有去看了一下。

而且爸爸还说我讲的很好。

没有想到第一次当主持人的我也能有那么不错的表现。

就算上台也不会有紧张的样子。

虽然我觉得自己好像做什么爸爸都会觉得不错，

可是从爸爸的口说出的这番话，

真是让我开心不少！！ ⋯⋯(^_−)−☆

记得有一次我上台的时候，我原本想要做效果。

结果却好像变得自己再自high一样，

觉得好像小丑哦。

可是都算了吧～:)

就当作是经验吧！

人生总是需要很多很多的经验的啊！嘻嘻～⋯⋯*\(^o^)/*

Wow! It has been a long time since my last post ~^^

My new semester has started 2 weeks ago but now I'm still working in YES roadshow :)

Surprisingly I've got some special compliment yesterday which makes me happy for few days.

Yesterday while I'm giving out leaflets, a girl walk to me and ask for my age and career.

She said currently she's looking for freelancer for some roadshows and events therefore she approaced me.

Besides, it's a high payment roadshow which I think they needs at least good looking promoters.

So, she approached me, that means...???? Im a good looking one..! xD haha.

This is the first time I feel someone indirectly praising me..and actually there are more people indirectly praise me but just feel shy to tell out here :) Because it's the first time!

After my work, I had supper together with my manager and so called boss and we talked about many things.

His plan, his way of handling his staffs, and story about other promoters. My conclusion is, he is a nice boss which most of the people will be happy to work with. In his opinion, stressing his staffs on their sale is not a good way, it will definitely make them dissapointed and discouraged when you have no sale. Therefore he used a "reward" method to cheer everyone up when they got some small target which I think this is really useful. 

I think working with him is definitely a great experience for me and happy and sweet memories created from time to time :)

今天我和家人還有寶貝表弟，阿姨一起逛街。
表弟長大了很多，最近還會將很多古靈精怪的話了。

可是，他可憐的地方就在于他並不是和爸爸一起生活的。
他爸爸為了給他們更好的生活，更高的薪水，所以人在外地工作。
聽媽媽說，表弟雖然才三歲但爸爸離開的時候，他就已經會哭了。
而且最讓人心疼的就是他會狂喊，“我的爸爸叻？我的爸爸在哪裡了啊？”
他會不斷的重復這句話。

所以現在當爸爸要離開的時候，阿姨就必須叫醒表弟，
好讓他可以好好道別，他才會甘心不哭。

最可愛的就是當我要和他一起睡覺的時候，
他就用手一直撫摸我的頭，好像在疼我一樣！
我媽媽說要叫我起身的時候，他還告訴我媽媽說不要，因為我在oioi~
哈哈(^.^)

有時候覺得小孩子實在是太單純，可愛。

昨天我爸爸過tol的時候我們就問表弟有沒有錢～
他竟然答有，然後就從口袋裡拿出一張紙，猛說那是錢。
其實那是一張我爸爸買東西的receipt，是爸爸給他的。

覺得小孩子實在太可愛了。他們知道的東西不多，就覺得這些都是錢。
也很單純的說自己有錢可以幫我們給。嘻嘻。

Frankly, this selca picture isn't really nice and I did not edit or smooth it at all.

Unfortunately, this is the only picture I took with my YES uniform so no choice!

Got to post it up as a memory =)

So, my Yes life started from last monday, 15th till sunday, 21th...and it's pretty tiring at first.

But..I found out that things getting better after few days..

Get to know lots of colleagues, improved my promote's skill..

We have different nicknames for all of them which make things more fun! 

The most funnest part is that there is a boy who 4 years younger than me ask for my contact number ..

the feeling is so freaking weird...

It's like a 20+ years old boy ask contact number from a 30+ years old woman...

xD

Throughout this whole week, I have lot of new cuts on my hand...

It is around 6 to 7 cuts..Doesn't you feel awkward???

It's like some kind of demon is at my working place,

and cause me to have all this cuts.... (^.^)

Maybe I should go to temple and pray before I start working there..xD

Anyway, back to some of my customers...Indeed, I've met some cute and kind customers in this roadshow..

One of them who bough from me is very kind and polite..

whenever he talks, he will smile...

My colleague told me that when he came back after I promoted to him, he just ignore anyone who served him...because he just wanna wait for me ( I'm serving another customer at that time ^^ )

I was so touch and happy when I heard about this..he don't even mind to wait longer..

On the next day he came to me and bought another broadband but this time, I kept him wait long enough because of some documents stuffs which I not really familiar with...

I apologized to him when everything is done but, he answered, "Oh no! Don't say sorry!"(smile)

It's really my honor to serve such good manner customer! =)

Another customer is a man from Arab if I'm not mistaken..cause I saw those islamic words in his passport..

At first, he asked lot of questions which really difficult to answer therefore we asked helped from a YES guy.

Finally, he bought one of the modem and I bring him to the nearest yes centre to pay for the bill. I enjoy talking with him about places he visited in Malaysia and how long will he stay here.

When everything has done, he actually wanna give me RM25 tips which really shocked me!

Anyway, I didn't accept that..since this is my job, I don't think I should accept the tips :)

There is another girl who studied at Monash came to me and told me that she likes yes very much and telling how fast is the speed, how many modem she already has.

She is really friendly and funny. 

Actually her skin is not those fair type...so initially I thought she is an indian..

but after found out that her bf is a chinese I slowly think that might be a chinese until I saw her IC...

and It's damn funny when she talk chinese...

Cause her english is pretty awesome until I thought she is a "banana"/fully english educated. 

The way she talked makes us relax and did not treat her as our customer...just like she's a friend of us.

haha.

Lastly, let post up a picture I took after my job while I waiting for my sister. 

Shop closed. 

This's the radio programme I always listen on every friday night and usually people call in  because of love, family or husband problems.

But today is just so different, 

there was one woman who called in and she is really having a hard time.

Im not sure when is this happened on her, but it seems like few years ago she accidentally took the wrong pill and cause her allergic, ended up she became blind.

The most saddest part is that when there were still chances for her eyes to recover, her siblings doesn't willing to give her any financial support for an operation. 

Living with her two children, she is trying her best to get any job that she can work for.

Unfortunately, her educational qualification only reaches form 3 therefore is freaking hard  for her to get a job.

After that, there was another blindman called in and gave some advices to the previous woman. She said there are actually more unlucky blindmans out there. 

One of them, can't speak, can't see, and can't hear yet she/he live happily.

Some of them even can't walk.

After all, I agree that I/we're consider as lucky one. 

We have family, friends and house. 

We are normal. We can read. We can talk. We can hear.

No matter how unhappy are we, any difficulties that we have to met. 

We are still the lucky one. 

No matter how much obstacles I'm going to meet, 

I will still try my best to overcome all of them without giving up, together with happiness.

Things gonna be pretty easy and less complicated =) 

有时候的确会觉得自己是个大怪人。

到底要怎样才能让自己变得稍微正常些呢？

我不喜欢被人说，你是我的。

不是因为觉得自己被霸占了所以讨厌，

而是觉得很恶心。

有些女生也许会觉得，

“哇！好浪漫哦！他竟然对我展开这种攻势！”

可是我却觉得，

“很恶心耶！”

对我的另一半，感到非常抱歉。

可是这种感觉就是摆脱不掉。

有时候的确会因为这种感觉而觉得，

我真的不太适合当个女生。

如果我是男生，那该多好。

可是再想想~我女朋友应该也会对她的朋友说，

“他（我）是我的！”

晕啊～

今天的自己大大的自恋！

好久没有戴上隐形眼镜了~

今天戴上了隐形眼镜而且还粘了双眼皮，

发现眼睛真的变得好大了！

(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

下面这张有点像兔子!

不是吗？

我：中秋节，你们好~

中秋节本来就是要团圆的嘛~

今年的中秋节似乎气氛特别好~

连我家的小坏蛋 —— 表弟，也到我们家过夜了！

嘻嘻~

连多年没碰的蜡烛也买了好多包回来！

点啊~点啊~

兴奋的要命！哈哈哈

❤~心形~

在家外面的地上点了好多好多的蜡烛~

第一次凡事有车子经过，

里面的人都会看一看我们家~

感觉好棒哦！

~我❤你~

大火会导致火灾，

可是小火却变得如此漂亮。

嘻嘻~

中秋节快乐~

满满的灯笼，

满满的蜡烛！

气氛好到家啦！

最后来个小坏蛋尝试模仿爸爸坐姿的照片~

可是他身子太小，就算手成功模仿到，

脚也没有办法动地！

哈哈哈

刚读了一篇有关于 “拿得起，放得下” 的故事。

故事中的女主角因为没有办法放下前任男友而变得脾气怪异。

之后，甚至步上了一条不归路 —— 殉情。

事实上，我们要拿什么都好，都必须要学会放下。

就像中学生，

年纪轻轻要谈恋爱，没有问题！

但，首先要学会放下。

也许人真的要的太多，拿得也太多，

到最后却被这些所谓的身外物给淹死了。

有很多事情，很多道理，大家都懂。

就是没有办法去行动。

我朋友告诉我，不会不代表不需要去学。

小朋友不会走路也必须要继续学。

人长得越大，就好像越忘记最初的道理。

我们小时候也不是跌了几千万次才学会走路的吗？

为什么长大了之后，我们的内心却好像都比小时候还要脆弱呢？

是因为我们一直都在给自己借口，

觉得小时候的挫折没那么大吗？

有一些事情过去了，就真的是过去了。
就算当你错过了你要去的目的地后，你也不会reverse回去。

人会变，月会圆。
更何况那么多年了，每个人的性格都变了。
就算是多年后和同一个人在一起，感觉也未必会是一样的。

当年很安静的，也许会变得很爱讲了。
当年很健谈的，也许现在也会变得文静了。
当年的宅女，也许会变得很爱乱跑。
当年的爱跑，也许现在也会变成宅女。

所以，思念回忆，的确是不太好哦~~