happy.

All I wanna do now is just to make myself feel "happy".

I didn't know is my smile real.
I didn't know is my happy real.
I didn't know is my emotion real.

I'm just being too confuse and blur right now.
Because everything is just not what I want.

Maybe is just because I've never step into this kind of situation in this 23 years.
I'm just being too childish and naive.

It's just like when I'm still a child I use to cry and yelled when my parents don't buy any toys that I wanted too.

Let's follow the flow.
I'll probably recover one day.
Let's wait.